Thanks for two years of love and letters
Written by jglanzer on August 8th, 2011Hola,
August 2011 had always been up on a pedestal for the past 2 yrs. The day that never comes — has arrived. It was a dream, something fictitious, not of this world. People always told me that the mish would end, ya I knew that, but I just pushed it to the back of my mind. As the years, months, transfers, comps, weeks, and days passed by - my inevitable end is upon me. It’s real.
I’m sure there are few people who understand the feelings a mish goes through at the end. It’s strange. I can’t explain it fully, words don’t do them justice. I can’t turn back time. I can’t redo those lazy days, days when I could have done better. I have to live with those few days I wasted. I repented and got some things done. I’ve made up for those days, but still they’re lost and never coming back.
I can’t redo those baptisms, moments in powerful lesson, seeing people
humble themselves and accept the Savior in their lives, nights of heart throbbing prayer, days of extreme heat…and choosing to walk in it (go agency!), wondering why my district is having problems and trying to find out what to do to help them, forgetting my problems and focusing on others.
I can’t redo those moments in less-active peoples’ houses, asking why they’ve abandoned their testimony and ultimately their God, seeing them recognizing this and see them in church on Sunday. Seeing those investies walk up to church, those blessing given, the Spirit confirmed, being a secret witness to others important moments, laughing with your comp after a J-Dub battle, laughing after your comp gets bit by those blasted dogs, crying with him after an investie shuts you out of the house.
Life is simple on the mish. Get up, get out, and Preach. That’s it. You can fill in the gaps with other things, but that’s what it comes down to. I love it. Life is about to change. Do I know what’s coming? The mish is my comfort zone now, I guess once you get comfortable you’ve got to leave it to grow. I got this, I’ve done it countless times before, what’s once more. Life is good, no complaints.
Juan and Ivana got married on the 4th. We went to the marriage. It was way fast. They sit down sign a few papers and the dude says a few things and BAM! they’re married. That’s just one step closer to their baptism. The ward is planning a party for them on the 12th, and on the 13th they will be baptized. This is my family! With or without hot water they will be baptized on the 13th!
I’ll be passing by the old areas to visit some members. I’ll pass by JID to visit the Monjes, Vivas, and the Bishop. Today I’ll going to have lunch with a member from Cetnro, Julio Murua. I have an entire week to say goodbye to peeps in my area. Everybody knows I’m leaving, everyone and their 5 dogs.
Les amo and thanks for two years of love and letters.
Chaocito…6 days
Elder Glanzer